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Assalammualaikum.. So 2 entry within 3 hours?? so for u to feel motivate or encourage to write a blog u must have something to push u right.. as for that.. for me the one thing is that when i have a very bad days or i encounter with bad things or news... so u can tell by the total entry i had in a day to know exactly how i feel like... i feel so stress these few days.. really.. the marriage thing is something that u  really must have a lot of patient. u should start to grows u patient right away when u were born. No kidding man.. i think my level of patient is getting lesser as i had been used 70% of them for confront my marriage problem. Imagine. now i get lesser thus i got angry even more fast.. i feel like i wanted to punch and kick my husband with full of my strength & heart but i dont want him to get hurt as the same time..😧😥  u dont get me i know.. only people with less patient will understand me well... i love u husband but please be more careful...

Assalammualaikum.. I think being a blogger its not really my thing. actually it is. i have so many stories i want to post here as i m afraid one day i might forgot all of them. But i really cannot manage my time very well, and to be frank.. i am lazy type of person. So to find a quite time & sit to write an entry its like mission impossible to me. There is time i feel like i want to give up on my career because i fell that people in the working place they are really give me a lot of pressure. I think no matter how difficult the work it is but if we got support from people around us, it make the difficult work become easier right. but in my case certain people here like it when I have a problem with my work. it is like their are receiving an award. people around will give a big applaud and cheers ups 😢 or its just me? no of course i know what i fell. and i know what is going on. but of course not all of them. Its just some of them who really have a very cold heart & high e...

Asslammualaikum... and morning... well i will try my best to not turn this post to an emo post... I think i have a problem deal with my insecurities and to handle poor things that comes from my side. u know what im trying to say there? doesn't even matter. atcually.. to explain why would i say something so dramatic.. yesterday i had a very lonnngggg day of being a taxi? i dont know.. but i cannot blame them as i let it happened anyway right. my husband he has class every weekend. so i have to fetch him to his house in town and come back to our house and straightly go to work. the time took from our working place to my husband place is about 1 hour. so this is my routine every week. Because on Saturday i work half day.but yesterday and prior to that my uncle ask me to help him to fetch his wife to the airport. so i was thinking since im going to town after work and i think im quite free.. i said ok. but after that my sisters also want to join the ride to the town.. huu...