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Assalammualaikum.. I think being a blogger its not really my thing. actually it is. i have so many stories i want to post here as i m afraid one day i might forgot all of them. But i really cannot manage my time very well, and to be frank.. i am lazy type of person. So to find a quite time & sit to write an entry its like mission impossible to me. There is time i feel like i want to give up on my career because i fell that people in the working place they are really give me a lot of pressure. I think no matter how difficult the work it is but if we got support from people around us, it make the difficult work become easier right. but in my case certain people here like it when I have a problem with my work. it is like their are receiving an award. people around will give a big applaud and cheers ups 😢 or its just me? no of course i know what i fell. and i know what is going on. but of course not all of them. Its just some of them who really have a very cold heart & high e...

Asslammualaikum... and morning... well i will try my best to not turn this post to an emo post... I think i have a problem deal with my insecurities and to handle poor things that comes from my side. u know what im trying to say there? doesn't even matter. atcually.. to explain why would i say something so dramatic.. yesterday i had a very lonnngggg day of being a taxi? i dont know.. but i cannot blame them as i let it happened anyway right. my husband he has class every weekend. so i have to fetch him to his house in town and come back to our house and straightly go to work. the time took from our working place to my husband place is about 1 hour. so this is my routine every week. Because on Saturday i work half day.but yesterday and prior to that my uncle ask me to help him to fetch his wife to the airport. so i was thinking since im going to town after work and i think im quite free.. i said ok. but after that my sisters also want to join the ride to the town.. huu...

Assalammualaikum...dan selamat petang... SO today on my 31st birthday a day where i decided to make a blog of my own. why? well.. i have couples reason in my head but i will write it later... coz my husband want to treat me for my birthday dinner.. so want to get ready...byeeee... hi.. im back. :) we didnt have a dinner outside. we just tapau our food and berbuka at home.Still special. Bcz its my birthday 😚 well.. my husband worried and feel disappointed because he has not buy me anything for my birthday. i told him i dont want anything. i just want him to be with me🙈🙈.what? im serious. like today earlier this morning he has prepared breakfast for me despite him being fasting.Personally that was enough to touched me. im so thankful to Allah that He has sent me a man that can really taking a good care of me.i try to be honest with myself.. what i really want.. i mean let say my husband could give me everything..for now.. all i want is..him to take me to the heaven. at the a...